aku tak pernah mecoba untuk mengingatnya, walau terkadang entah bagaimana tapi aku selalu ingat
dan ini sangat buruk!!! karena sadar atau tidak esok harinya pengumuman pendanaan PKM keluar, dan untuk pertama kalinya aku tak pernah merasa bangga dengan diriku sendiri bahkan merasa hina.
well, you know , almost everyone has lost something precious in theri life, even precious . There are lost part of their body , disability , loss of job , loss of children , parents , valuable objects , loved ones , lover , opportunity , confidence , reputation and many other losses . In a certain size , the loss is something that is painful for us , but that's not to be , not the relative size more or less , because actually loss something is so painful.
But know , that the best way to accept it is from the people who leave us, walk away.
Instead of the left side. It could be gone for good when abandoned by the people we love , die , then know that God prepared the best way, in fact no one ever told me that God had longed to see, if indeed he is a good guy , and the people around us, I sure he's good people. Abandoned by the goods to our valuable? Well, God will replace it with a better one, and perhaps goods to it after not ours, will belong to people who are in need, a reward for us, not to mention if coupled sincere. And finally abandoned by the people we love, well, sometimes he did have to go because there are good things waiting for him there. Whatever God's plan, whether it ready to forge his up activities will be prepared juxtaposed with us, or indeed the way of the Lord rebukes us because we are already too far boundary, or perhaps God is preparing him not for us, because no one else better for us. I honestly prefer the first option, and always pray for it :P, even though every closing, I always said,
"God has the best plan to us, and I am sincere with everything."
"Aku tahu apa artinya sebuah kesedihan, aku pernah mengalaminya. Percuma berdiri disini sepanjang hari, sepanjang tahun, tidak akan membantu. Tidak ada yang bisa membantu selain terus menyibukkan diri dan membiarkan waktu menjadi obatnya."
inspired from Darwis Tere Liye
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